Saturday, February 28, 2009

tiada batas *

saya paling suka memperhatikan orang yang sedang jatuh cinta.
bagi saya, seseorang terlihat paling menarik ketika dia sedang jatuhcinta.
makanya saya biasanya jatuh cinta pada orang yang sedang jatuh cinta.
(haahhh.)

:) :) :) (berusaha menahan senyum)


* abdul and the coffee theory

saya suka lagu ini.
terutama bagian ketika dia bilang: "heyy.. "
aaaaa.. (membayangkan sedang dihipnotis oleh rommy raffael)

Friday, February 20, 2009

pengumuman

viva la resistance!
hai para pembaca sekalian. header dan warnanya saya ganti sementara ya.. soalnya saya sedang bosan. jadi maafkan atas ketidaknyamanan dalam membaca postingposting sebelumnya soalnya saya malas mengganti warna fontnya semuanyaaa..
maafkan..
oiya. ini saya taruh headerheader sebelumnya disini supaya saya tidak lupa.
terimakasih atas segala perhatiannya..
















Monday, February 16, 2009

,,,

garagara permainan binatang ini saya juga jadi punya kepinginan baru, yaitu:

suatu saat nanti bisa tibatiba bertemu dengan orang yang tanggal lahirnya sama dengan saya. lakilaki atau perempuan.

misalnya pas nunggu kereta di stasiun, atau ketika nonton konser musik dan pas jejingkrakan secara tidak sengaja saya menginjak kakinya, misalnya..

saya kepingin melihat dia seperti apa..
dan saya berharap dia orang somalia atau india.

aaa..

reffrain

wekwekwek.
sekarang saya sedang senang banget mainmainan permainan binatang doubutsu-uranai. ini adalah permainan memasukmasukan tanggal lahir seseorang, yang kemudian akan muncullah berbagai binatang warnawarni yang paling sesuai dengan pemilik tanggal lahir tersebut.
dan hasilnya adalaaah:
saya si serigala oren! :D

saya juga memasukmasukkan tanggal lahir orangorang dan saya senang membacabaca hasilnya mereka semua.

dan yang paling menakjupkan dari semuanya adalaaah..
ketika saya memasukkan tanggal lahir para lelaki yang pernah saya sukai dari jaman saya masih sekolah dulu, dan ternyata hasilnya,
mereka semua adalaaah:

harimau biru

s e m u a n y a

ooh maai gaat


saya kira saya adalah perempuan yang cukup pintar untuk tidak kembali jatuh pada lubang yang sama.
kalau saja saya tau mainan ini dari duluuu..

dan kalau dipikirpikir lagi,,
saya baru sadar bahwa:

harimau itu kan k u c i n g
dan
serigala itu sejenis a n j i n g




jelaslah sudah..


argh. padahal saya juga sudah berjanji untuk tidak lagilagi suka kucing..


serigala oren

You are Orange Wolf type, who is plain and simple. 
You give an impression of being very clean and tidy. 
You don't get shy and are open sort of woman. 
You are very straight forward in that you do not really care about the others feelings and emotions. 
Therefore people think you lack feminine consideration.
You are intelligent person, and have wide knowledge. 
You will not be influenced by emotions and therefore can make decisions objectively.
You can express your individuality well, but in personal life, you tend to build a wall around you and will not let others intrude your life. 
This makes you open to criticism.
You think high of your private life, and may not be able to see the situation you are placed. 
You can make calm decisions, and your criticism may give a wrong impression of you, but really you are kind and generous person.
To those who can read your true feelings, they will appreciate your greatness. 
You don't have any wicked feelings, and are person of pure heart. 
You show humane generosity to people around you.
You don't care about public opinion, and you live your life at your own pace. 
You will take time as long as you think is necessary before you come up with conclusion that you believe to be reasonable. 
And once you decide on things, you will go for a long term version, and your result will be consistent and steady.
You can observe men well, and will choose by taking your future into consideration. 
After getting married, you will be better at being a mother than a wife. 
You will not depend on your husband so much and will have an ideal family.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

superboy

pemikiran negatif itu sudah ada sejak manusia belum ada di bumi.
karena berpikir negatif maka adam dan hawa diusir dari surga.
..

pikiran negatif ada seperti naluri bawaan lahir manusia.
sama halnya seperti kecenderungan manusia untuk merusak.
nafsu.

dan setelah saya amati dengan lebih teliti, saya menemukan bahwa dugaan saya selama ini salah. karena ternyata pemikiran positif itu, samasekali tidak berbanding lurus dengan kepintaran, kekayaan, dan kebaikan seseorang yang hanya dilihat dari mata telanjang manusia lainnya.

jika pemikiran negatif itu naluri,
maka pemikiran positif adalah kekayaan.

sedikit yang memiliki kemampuan untuk memandang segala hal dari sisi positifnya.
orangorang super seperti itu,
seperti superboy yang dapat melihat dari balik tembok.

terberkatilah hidup mereka.
:)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

my turn

In Which I Try to Admit; 25 Things of Me

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose at least 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)


1.
my mom said, i am the most rebellious kid she ever gave birth to, even though my two other siblings are boys.

when i was a kid, once she made an effort to chase me with a broom in her hand trying to make me have my afternoon sleep.

2.
when i was a kid, i never enjoy being asked to have to sleep in the afternoon.
if my mom had successfully made me lay on my bed, it would just mess her up because soon, i would make my younger brother awake because of the noises and everything i did.

3.
i didn’t like school just because it made me have to wake real early in the morning.

4.
i often talk just to myself.
this habit makes me think that i am crazy until i found out that my best friend in high school also did the same with kavana poster she hung on her bedroom wall.


5.
aside from my liking to eat lots of food, thank God that i like cooking too. but this fact is not as good as it sounds, actually, cause i have “my own way”of cooking. :D

when i was still in bandung, my friends always shocked upon watching how my cooking proceed, but they also surprised when they get to taste the result. “it’s really good!”, they said. that one also made me feel released, of course. wekwekwek.

one of my close friend also called me a wonder chef because of that fact.

6.
when i get stressed out, i eat a lot of food.

7.
most of the time, i have an “eating food” dream when i sleep in the afternoon. it makes me desire to eat the food that appeared in my dream when I wake up.
i thought it is cool, cause it looks like a message from God or something like that, but my mom said that it just makes me look like a pregnant woman with that “ngidam” stuff.


8.
i hope someday i’ll get my own first daughter followed by three boys of my own.
but before that happen, i want to marry a handsome gentleman that i love.


9.
i think mini blue bicycle with a basket in front of it, a white vespa, and a classic mini car are the coolest private transportation stuff.

i wish it wouldn't take long for me to have it since my birthday is close, and i already told you about these things, anyway.


10
i know if people tell lies, just by watch them by glance, listen to their voices, or read their writings. so it's better for you not to lie to me.

i mean it.

11.
sometimes, i can read other people's mind. that's also how i know they're lying.

12.
i hate those who "aren't so clever and slow" people. and i always have problems with "impractical" people too. (my mom and my best friend have that thing, actually. being impractical i mean.) and it seems that everyday, more and more people around me develop the same habit.

13.
i can see ghosts. especially when i am tired or sick. therefore i never like hospitals and don't want to be alone working overtime in the office.

14.
i hate people who thinks that they know better than other people.
they always do not know, actually.

15.
i do not like interfering other people's business. and i don't like people interfering my own.
every people have their own personal space.


16.
in general, people thought that i am furious, and have no compassion to them (men almost always did).
even though i actually just did that to people that are "not so clever" in my opinion.

if they just want to know the truth :P

17.
all of the east java people are peevish.

okay okay. not really all. (just to save my life)

18.
i have scoliosis.
it makes me have to drink milk, do some physical exercises, and wear corset to support my back everyday. that also makes me not allowed to do several kind of sports, lift heavy stuff, and do all the things that i stubbornly still do until now, although actually it would have made me to have a bed rest for a week if I did something wrong that caused pain on my back.
what so ever actually.


because of this thing too, in the future i plan to make my own architecture and urban design bureau called epen and the backbone.
kidding.

19.
i always hate weak people.
i have a lot of stock of tears brought out from my eyes often, but i know i am not one of those weaklings.


20.
i don't like sport, but i am a good supporter, for real.

21.
i love singing.
maybe this never occurred in your mind, but i was member of the choir team in my junior and senior high school. i also joined several singing contests when i was a kid, aside from some drawing ones, and I did well. wekwekwek.


in one of of those singing contests, I ended up being the runner up from the first that I should get just because i mistakenly sing: "satuu ditambah satuu samaa dengan satuu." haahaahaa.

maybe i am not so good with math too.

22.
I know God do love me much.

23.
this is the first time i write in english this long. my english is bad, i know, but i don't care anymore, anyway.
and i just give you 23, just because i like this number, and i like against the rules. (and it wasn't really 23, if you really count it.)

Monday, February 9, 2009

Quote:

bob sadino bilang, ciriciri orang cengeng adalah banyak bertanya.
semakin banyak bertanya, semakin cengeng dia.


kata marshanda, kalau cinta jangan cengeng.


wekwekwek.



maaf

kalau saat ini saya ditanya, kata apa yang paling sering kamu dengar dikatakan atau ditulis dalam bahasa indonesia?
saya akan menjawab bahwa kata itu adalah:
maaf

mungkin karena saya sering menuduh orang melakukan kesalahan sehingga memaksa orang itu untuk mengatakannya pada saya: “maaf.”
karena kan kalau salah itu seharusnya minta maaf.

tapi sebenarnya saya mulai berpikir, kata maaf menjadi semacam hal yang siasia dilakukan a.k.a abortive works. karena tidak memberi pengaruh apapun terhadap siapapun. sama saja. walaupun iya juga sih, meminta maaf berkalikali sambil mengulang kesalahan berkalikali itu sepertinya jauh lebih mudah daripada susah payah mengakui kesalahan, bagusbagus lagi berusaha memperbaikinya.

no offense whatsoever, :)
tapi setidaknya saya tau, kalau jadi lakilaki, walaupun bukan jadi yang paling ganteng sepropinsi, atau jadi jagoan yang membahana di dunia,
setidaknya saya adalah seorang gentleman.